Today I said sorry to one of my friends for knowing me. What the hell happened to my confidence?! The worst part is my friend replied stop being so depressed you'll be fine. I absolutely hate when people say that cuz they try to act like they care but you know their really just annoyed of you complaining. I get it. I'd be annoyed of myself too and trust me I def don't want to feel the way I do. I want my confidence back and I want to sleep again and have a day where everything doesn't feel blurred. I want to be able to describe my life as one of happiness and a way to find it in myself to be happy. Its just not there. Yeah people will say it is there you just have to find it but in my case i think i have to build it starting below earth's surface.
BTW- this was a couple days ago... just been super busy and haven't had time to post :P
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